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natalisms
20 August 2013 @ 10:31 am
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i hate him to the depths of my soul.
i wake up every morning hating him, and i go to sleep at night hating him even more.
 
 
natalisms
26 October 2011 @ 02:58 pm
i love you, chubs.
thank you for taking care of us, and trying to make me laugh when all i felt was pain.
joaquin and i would be lost without you.
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Current Mood: thankfulthankful
 
 
natalisms
23 September 2011 @ 09:03 pm
i want a flavored beverage.
it's the 1st craving i've had since the beginning of my 2nd trimester.
 
 
natalisms
08 November 2009 @ 09:52 pm
i just modernized my dad's lab results forms and my mom's ultrasound forms and office.
took me a lot of time and major effort but it feels really good to have helped them in a real major way.

i just found out two days ago that i got accepted in the UST dermatology residency program. made my parents really proud. the bad news is, they might make us start this month (?!?!)... which basically means GOOMBYE VACATION! dammit! ugh!
 
 
Current Location: My Room
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Michael Buble
 
 
natalisms
05 February 2009 @ 09:07 pm
i hate myself when i'm with you.

because without me you laugh harder,
you dance like there's no tomorrow,
and you're happier than you've ever been.

do i love you enough to realize
that i don't make you as happy
as you make me?
 
 
Current Mood: guiltyguilty
 
 
 
natalisms
06 January 2009 @ 08:53 pm
9 admissions, 6 referrals, 15 brown forms, 6 IV insertions, 5 foley catheter insertions, 3 medical abstracts, 5 lazy residents, 3 annoying patients, 25 annoying nurses, 0 minutes of sleep and 34 hours of duty = B.I.T.C.H.
 
 
Current Location: Anywhere but the Hospital
Current Mood: bitchybitchy
Current Music: Zzzzzzzzzz.
 
 
natalisms
22 December 2008 @ 04:45 pm
marinate chicken fillets for an hour or two.
1 can of beer + 1 1/2 cups of flour + 2 eggs + 1 tsp salt + 1 tsp pepper = beer batter
dip chicken fillets (cut into fingers) in batter, drip off excess, then roll in finely crushed cornflakes.
deep fry in olive or canola oil.
 
 
Current Location: Hell's Kitchen
Current Music: EBTG - A Piece of My Mind
 
 
natalisms
15 April 2008 @ 10:00 am
it's my last day of clerkship!!!

i have two weeks to make the most out of...

PALAWAN? BORA? Galera will always be the default since it's the most accessible. it's not how it used to be, it's so J-to-the-L-O now (jologs) and it's like, drag-infested, but desperate times call for desperate measures... it's the sunset at coco aroma, anyway. and the company, if i'm gonna have a good one.

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i was in sidebar out at el pueblo last night with noel, cy and pao. it's been a year since the four of us have been reunited. we called toni then too. we had a blast, although cy, as usual, had to complain about everything--within the staff's earshot, so i hope to god no one spit in our food.

we're all plannin to go to the beach, maybe on the 25th-27th of this month, somewhere quiet like la luz (of course, galera is still our last resort). we talked about how much we've all changed and ironically remained the same in some ways.

noel still is a hopeless romantic, still single, dating, and tryin to love it, and compared to back in college, he's more of a workaholic now than he ever is--always on the phone saying stuff like, "the event in kenya is going to push through on that date, please inform me through email blah blah blah blah". and god, i always have to wait until he finishes his hour-long conversations before i can talk to him, even over coffee. it's ok though, i understand. although i bring a book now whenever i'm goin out to meet him. just in case.

cy is still the spoiled prima donna he is and proud of it. he's in a real relationship now with a great guy (finally!), mike, who's also a friend of mine. we're all hopin this will work out. i know he'll grow a lot from whatever its outcome may be.

pao... pao's actually changed the most. for one thing, he's not that much of a man-whore like he used to be haha. he's dating just one person now, not that serious yet, with a german last name he can't pronounce (probably a sausage like sauerkraut or bratwurst or whatever). he doesn't go out on too many gimmicks anymore. he spends a lot of time with his colleagues at work, and jetsettin' to bora or palawan or wherever for "team building seminars" (whutever).

as for me, well, i'm just ridin' steady. not elated, which is normal for a year and a half relationship, and not depressed, which is good for a relationship that's lasted this long. missin' the single life every now and then, though. i'm on that stage when i'm really considering, is this the person i really wanna spend the rest of my life with?

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my sister's dating someone!!! AT LAST. from our class. i can't say anything anymore because i've been sworn to secrecy, i'm just hoping for the best because she deserves that.

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arvin's workin' hard this week, he says it's so he can take me on a real vacation. ain't that sweet? we don't get that much time together anymore, since i gave up the apartment and moved back home. he lives out beyond sm north, it's damn far! after today i'll try to spend time with him and his family at their place. probably raid the fridge or force arvin to cook pumpkin soup and host a drinking session with his homeboys. hehe. or maybe we can have an "art day", which was somethin we did when i still had time before, we just spent the entire sunday cutting out stuff and making collages. he saved everything i made in his clearbook :)

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my brother's an incoming sophomore at ateneo law. pretty fast, huh? he's moving out in july though. i don't think he can stand living with dad under the same roof (sigh). he's gonna live at his new condo unit in Joya at Rockwell. it's a pretty fancy place, i was jokin' about trashing the place and sleeping over there a lot hehehee.

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damn it, it's almost ten. gotta get back to check on a patient. his BP's shooting up and stuff, and here i am talking about my so-called life (i hate claire danes, btw).

when is heroes comin' out with its next season ???
 
 
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
Current Music: aircon buzz
 
 
natalisms
15 January 2007 @ 11:41 am
sick  
someone stupid brought the flu virus into my classroom. so far the latest victim is yours truly. my head feels like it's about to split right in the middle and my nostrils feel like someone stuffed a pack of cotton down 'em. midterms start the day after tomorrow. i hope i'll be ok by then.

i went to mass with arvin yesterday. nothin' remarkable, except that it's the first time i attended mass in like, five years. i hope it helped with my neuro exam today. nyahaha.

i can't believe toni posted that picture of me on her lj. that was the first time i got drunk. at their resthouse in pansol. hehe. good ol' days. i was innocent, and my best friend introduced me to the dark world. IT"S YOUR FAULT, B2. haha just kidding. mishu.
 
 
natalisms
09 January 2007 @ 08:43 am
i was bactracking on toni's lj this morning. she wrote this on one of her entries: "It feels different today. It's like you can never feel happy."

sometimes when we think too much, we think that. maybe because in that moment, we realize that we need and want so much more than what we have, and we think that it's hopeless. we have a hundred things to do and a million responsibilities to answer to, how can we make time to TAKE THE TIME?