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30 November 2006 @ 08:39 am
i've always wanted to write an article on abortion. but every time i bring myself to start one, i find that there are no words that can fully express how sad it is, especially now that Christmas is here--a holiday that speaks of birth, life and new chances. so i wrote a very short poem-like essay on it. i wrote it from the point of view of a fetus who was being aborted... anyway, it's called Chasing Rainbows...
Current Mood: sadsad
11 November 2006 @ 11:01 am
i'm waiting for toni to get home so we can chat and she can meet arvs over the webcam while he's here. yun nga lan, ANTAGAL NYA DABAH.

i just had my first week of junior's second semester. last night was friday night. i was talking nonsense already by around 10:30 (nananaginip na ako ng nakatayo), and arvin couldn't understand a word i was sayin. i wasn't drunk. i was THAT sleepy. so anyway, i was sound asleep by 11:30.

i'm getting old.

Current Location: apartment
Current Mood: dorkydorky
Current Music: hum of the electric fan
25 August 2006 @ 08:28 pm

first time ko nag drive from manila to baguio. alone. through kennon. in four hours.

i'm invincible.
22 July 2006 @ 08:12 am
i've gotten quite a few offers before to try publishing my articles, but i never got to doing it... first of all, i don't need the money. second of all, i don't wanna be pressured into writing something that everyone will approve of. third, i don't write te get attention. i write to help people in becoming aware of the things they tend to take for granted. i guess the good thing that would come out of having my articles published would be i'd be able to reach more people... but i guess i'm way too much of a coward to do that--i value my passion that much. i just don't want it corrupted. but anyway i'm not closing doors. maybe one day. maybe not.
27 June 2006 @ 05:44 pm
I must be happy, he said, it is less pleasant than I should have thought.
27 June 2006 @ 05:36 pm
"We want love to last and we know that it does not last; even if, by some miracle, it were to last a whole lifetime, it would still be incomplete. Perhaps, in this insatiable need for perpetuation, we should better understand human suffering if we knew that it was eternal. It appears that great minds are, sometimes, less horrified by suffering than by the fact that it does not endure. In default of inexhaustible happiness, eternal suffering would at least give us a destiny. But we do not even have that consolation, and our worst agonies come to an end one day. One morning, after many dark nights of despair, an irrepressible longing to live will announce to us the fact that all is finished and that suffering has no more meaning than happiness."

~ Albert Camus
27 June 2006 @ 07:37 am
"But I don't want to go among mad people." Alice remarked.

"Oh, you can't help that," said the Cat: "we're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad."

"How do you know I'm mad?" said Alice.

"You must be," said the Cat, "or you wouldn't have come here."
22 June 2006 @ 08:57 pm
JANUARY - Stubborn. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught.
Never looks at people's flaws or weaknesses. Hardworking and productive.
Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to
make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tense. Rather reserved.
Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Loving and
loyal. Loves children. Has great social abilities. Money cautious, can
budget successfully.
FEBRUARY - Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent
and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy.. Temperamental.
Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals.
Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness s. Too
sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show
it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows
it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside.
Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show
MARCH - Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved.
Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and
serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered.
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses
others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves
attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decor.
Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL - Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.
Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves
attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous.
Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and
others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only
their lover can see.
MAY - Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated.
Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs
no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream.
Strong clai! rvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and
neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature
and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not
having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE - Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite.
Has lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitates, tends to put
things off. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and
humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Makes friends easily. Shows character. Easily hurt. Prone to
getting colds. Easily bored. Fussy and stubborn. Seldom shows emotions.
Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious.
JULY - Fun to be with. Secretive. Sometimes, difficult to understand.
Quiet unless excited or tense. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation
for hard work. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful.
Friendly, but not always approachable. Emotionally temperamental. Moody
and easily hurt. Witty. Not mean or revengeful. Forgiving but never
forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and illogical l things. Sensitive and forms
friendships carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong
sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations.
No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Broods about the past
and misses old friends. Quiet, homey person. Has difficulty making new
friends. Prone to having dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily
hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST - Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and
fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console
others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty
for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked.
Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly.
Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream.
Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor
resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty.
Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER - Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized.
Stubborn. Quiet. Uncomfortable if have to talk to a group. Calm.
Sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well. Very
confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and
knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when
criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Secretive. Loves
sports and leisure. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings.
Very choosy, especially in relationships.
OCTOBER - Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes
things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Sexy. Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly. Always making new friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Day dreamer. Loyal. Opinionated. Does not care what
others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel,
the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Honest, does not
pretend. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spend thrifty. Easily
influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER - Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward.
Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and
strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality.
Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less
talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and
hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never gives
up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks
differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not
appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and
emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homemaker. Hardworking.
High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and ! keeps secrets. Not able to
control emotions.
DECEMBER - Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and
interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves
attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending.
Short-tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in
oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.
19 June 2006 @ 07:10 pm
same shit, different day.
16 June 2006 @ 05:12 pm
You Are Big Bird

Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around.

You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy.

You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you.

How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper."